LIfe's Transitions

Ah life. Life and death.  I am heavy of heart this night, as my last Grandmother is passing away. She has not been stricken ill, she is not suffering; she is happy and content but I think she's just decided to Go Home.  My dad is not sounding to good, and he told me today that his crazy girlfriend needs my help as well.  So I'm going to be going up to the house to visit for the next few days, and I'm sad sad sad.  But at least we've had a really good last few years with her.

So the situation is that she's stopped eating and is sleeping most of the time.  I talk to her and you can just hear the smile in her voice.  I know she's ready and I've been feeling this come on for awhile, but it's still really really hard.

So tomorrow is the first day of Goodbye...

I am so sad.

-C-